'__Sunday, February 05, 2006****______x

yesterday i overslept and didnt go 4 dance.
duno why i nowadays feel so sleepy. hais.
after dat we went to "do project" at yingting's hse
bud dey were playin comp games.
so i sat dere and read spiral. * a comic book*
love for venus e chi one very farnie. hahas.
den after readin spiral i went to jurong east arcade and met up wif pc.
we went to play ddr together.
yushan wanted to challenge me. SHE LOST.
muaha~~ -.- bud she borrowed my shoes after dat.
-complaning her legs were hurting-
cos she took off her slippers. tsk.
den she wore my shoes. T.T
i had to dance wif oni my socks. sniff.
quite pain leh. we all hav different "styles"
yushan is use stamp de.
po cheng is use step de.
i use "tip-toe- de. lol.
after dat me and pc met up wif lq den went to orchard.
and took 190 to rgs concert.
lq was bullyin pc den pc tell me to help her hit lq.
so i was lyk stretching my leg over to hit him cos i cant be bothered to get up.
den he took off my shoes. -.- cos my shoes very easy to take out.
bleargh.
den he so e xin. go and stick dat lightstick into his mouth.
after doin dat he go and "smear" e lightstick onto me. -.-
all his saliva!! EEE~~ T_T
at abt 9 plus lyk dat.
daryl came and sat beside me *finally =x*
^^ aah. i lyk his eyes. lol. nvm.
den i found pc was sleeping. pro leh!
can slp under such conditions. hahas.
after dat when they left not long after me pc lq oso leave lerz.
den when we came out of e hall suddenly become so quiet.
very bu xi guan. -.-
we walked to orchard cos i was hungry and pc wanted to watch chingay.
bud no more chingay by e time we went dere lerz.
i drank ice milo frm mac - i put my fries and mcchicken into e refrigerator-
lol. cos i duno ware to put.-.-
as i was sayin. we walked here walked dere.
den lq wanted to see pc home.
so i went home myself lorz.
bleargh. last train. =x
when i reached home it was almost 1 bahs.
smth lyk dat. o.O
break record lerz. hahas.
next time i wan reach home at 2 ! xD
den today i went to jiahui's hse to do project.
o.O they were playin games la. -.-
den i was kinda pissed wif someone.
its quite obvious larhs.
bud i delete my sent msges lerz.
so i da gai da gai tell u e conversation larhs.
him: yanyi do u lyk flirting
me: ....
him: u seem 2 flirt alot
me: tsk.
him: yesterday u flirt with the guy rite over his gf
me: dat wasnt called flirting. lq was bullyin pc den pc tell me go help her hit lq. i cant beliv u thot dat of me la.
him: realli lor ask ced. summore spread ur leg 2 hit him wif ur lg. if daryl see...
me: i dun see anything wrong wif dat lar. i was wearin jeans lor. and dey were jie jie di di de guan xi
him: haix. ok if so. my bad. bt last time u sit on wayne lap . nt flirt?
me: dat was just jokin oni la. den i sit on girl lap so many times i les isit?
him: haix. nvm treat me like i said nth at all
me: u dun even trust me larh. duno wad kind of kor are u.
him: tis nt trust la. ok.... wan me sms ur daryl which u trust so much. n ask him. is yanyi sitting on wayne lap flirt?
me: i can tell him dat myself. i dun wanna hav u as my fren anymore.
e rest were all crap.
note: i didnt say somethings in here as dey are kind of hurting.
hais. i dun wanna hav such a fren honestly lah.
a true friend shldnt doubt u no matter wad.
and im nt a flirt!
im sick of ppl sayin such harsh things to me.
dey dun even noe me dat well!
most ppl tink im a thick skinned girl. one hu doesnt get hurt after all e harsh things dey say to me.
IM HUMAN. im still HUMAN. i have FEELINGS.
u dun come up to me and say i suck without considering my feelings.
how would u feel if somebody u felt u could trust says something hurtful to u?
lyk. I TINK URE A FLIRT.
lyk. U SO THICK SKINNED LA. i dun tink such harsh words could hurt u.
lyk. UR FASHION SENSE SUCKS.
lyk. SLACKER LA.
lyk. NOOB IN MAPLE LA.
lyk. so many other things i dun wanna say it in here.
it just hurts me so much.
IM NT DAT THICK SKINNED.
i just dun wanna show my feelings in front of ppl.
it just hurts so mch inside!
wad can i do?
IF U TINK IM JUST GETTIN TOO EMOTION OVER HERE.
DEN DUN READ ALL THIS.
i neva force u to come in my blog wad.
so kindly fuck off if u tink im writin crap here lar!
when can i ever find true friends?
when can i ever find ppl hu truly care abt me?
all i can do is just cry ware no one sees me...

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